Thursday, May 24, 2012

Prayer for baby Kamryn!

Hey everyone will you please join me in lifting up Baby Kamryn and her family.  Her mom is a former classmate of mine and they are awesome believers! 


Read her story here: http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/kamrynrakestraw
https://www.facebook.com/KareForKamryn

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

The first tears

So tonight after a week of knowing the facts, I shed my first tears.  I was getting ready for bed and all of a sudden it dawned on me that I would never breast feed a baby ever again.  I probably would not be having any more babies. And while I was pretty sure I was done having kids, the fact that this surgery could affect my ability to make that choice truly saddened me.  I loved having a baby in the house.  When Taylor was a baby I would spend hours just sitting and talking to her.  We were in our own little world.  I had that with each baby.  I will forever cherish those moments. I can't imagine going through this at 28 and not having any kids.  But there are young women all over the place that face this everyday.... I hurt for these women.
My babies



Taylor

Kayden

Jacob